Say it. Get it off your chest thread! @_@

[seirachan]

Yes, that's exactly it, and every day they seem to be telling me some thing new, as you said. At any rate, I'm done freaking out. I'm just gonna take what ever God gives me head on, and hope for the best.

What a bitch, no offence. She should be taught her place. Just cause the woman "manages" the place, doesn't mean she can do what ever the hell she wants, unless she's the owner. But since there's probably nothing one could do about such you could just try to ignore her the next time you have to do your business.

Oh yeah I ignore it, Just bugs me that she does that is all.

[† Emotional Outlet]

That's a pretty psychotic reaction even if she did somehow own the restroom. If I reacted that way every time my roommate brought in strange people into the apartment, I'd be hauled off to the mental ward.

Speaking of my roommate bringing in strange people into the apartment, I got woken up this morning at six because his girlfriend just got back with her friend (the one I mentioned in a different thread that's really friggin' condescending and rude) and my roommate misplaced his key or whatever. (I'm pretty sure I would be more pissed if he did give her his key, though, so whatever.) My phone was dead through the weekend because whatever, I don't really need it, but when I got up for real this morning, I plugged it in to charge and I immediately got a few texts from his girlfriend that she had sent last night saying she hoped we left the door unlocked.

Seriously? You expect me to sleep with the front door unlocked? I don't know what fantasy land she lived in, but there's a reason we have locks on our doors. Even in "safe" places like the town in North Dakota that my family lives in, there have been break-ins and burglaries. Why? Because they leave their doors open, thinking, "Oh, it could never happen here." I'm not saying we need like a pack of rabid guard dogs and a sentry at every door, but just have some common sense. I'm not leaving the door unlocked so you can come to the apartment at any hour of the day. You don't live here. I never want you to live here.

And then my roommate just got back in a few minutes ago--once again knocking on the door because he still hasn't located his key for some reason--bringing in the aforementioned friend and she turned her nose up at whatever Java was watching on TV. Like, hi, you're a guest. Try not to be a giant dick. I don't care if you hate me or talk trash about me, but you're not doing that in my home. If I'm at someone else's house and I got something bad to say about them, I wait until we leave before I start bitching because it's not my house. Have some manners, JFC.

[Dark_Angel13]

When people tell me I can't do things that I'm already doing, that pisses me off or when I'm over at my parents place and it's like I'm instantly expected to fix every technological issue they have....My father is the worst for it, if a license agreement thingy popped up on his screen he'd actually read it if I didnt walk by and tell him to just hit accept

[† Shazi]

am i allowed to swear if i bleep it out? because i am seriously not happy right now

RAGE RANT HERE

F****** UDK IS A PIECE OF **** AND I WANT TO KILL IT. i spent TWO ******* hours setting up that level, TWO ******* HOURS, i even ******* made sure it matched the damn blueprints i had and then as soon as i ******* try to put on tome materials you ******* crash, for no reason at all, just "you know what, you're not going to complete this assignment day *crashes*

as if i didn't have enough problems after my computer died and i didn't have access to one for like a ****** month to do my homework. as if i wasn't already ******* behind enough on my assignment

F*** YOU UNREAL, F*** YOUR DEVELOPERS AND YOU DUMB ******* ENGINE

the unreal development kit is stupid and retarded and i hate it and all the developers should go die in a hole

[Dark_Angel13]

Fuck that sucks and yeah it is a stupud engine, right now I'm quite pissed off at gmod because it keeps fucking destroying everything I've worked on

[† Emotional Outlet]

Swearing is fine here. I wouldn't expect people to censor themselves too much when they're venting.

[coffeeNiK]

._.

Came home around 11:30 last night.

There was an ammonia leak at my work compound and they evacuated everyone to a Quarantine zone and kept us there until they contained it.

The zone wasn't that bad considering the 5 hours I stayed here....but there was nothing to drink or eat....and no wifi :/ So i was basically just stuck with people from work.......................old people from work

:/

[Dark_Angel13]

._.

Came home around 11:30 last night.

There was an ammonia leak at my work compound and they evacuated everyone to a Quarantine zone and kept us there until they contained it.

The zone wasn't that bad considering the 5 hours I stayed here....but there was nothing to drink or eat....and no wifi :/ So i was basically just stuck with people from work.......................old people from work

:/

Sounds really enjoyable for ya Nik nah that sucks man, glad we dont do quarantine stuff over here so much

[seirachan]

I dunno how much longer I can work fast food jobs. Minimum Wage for LOTS of work and it's starting to get really bland to, I always get the same shifts and any other shifts suck more, same thing everyday and sometimes some REALLY busy days, sometimes some really dead days, sometimes some extra work surprises. I make $400-$500 a paycheck which is really low around here I need like $800 Our house is over $1000 each month not counting utilities. I'm just lucky to pay $350. But we got lots of work to do one the house and I'm trying to save up for a bunch of stuff I want as well. But the pay isn't that big of a deal I've been working fast food jobs since I was 14 and I'm turning 21. I don't have grade twelve and I can't get it. It's hard to explain to other people but I don't have the book smarts. Since around grade 5 elementary I was in resource class. I've got grade 10 on my resume but technically I don't have that cause it's all resource room. I'm probably at a grade 6 level max. I can do anything outside of paper work if I put my mind to it but school is imposable. I'd love to do a trade but they make you take a test to see your school level, charging you $30 each time. I'd go broke. My boyfriend is getting a trade and from what hes told me I don't understand any of that test.

Oh yeah another problem is I suffer from Severe social anxiety so I can't do any customer service jobs. It's really quite a pickle I'm in. Guess I'll die making minimum wage.

[EvilDoomBunny]

its three in the morning , I have a meeting tomorrow with my boss and I can't sleep.. I haven't minecrafted in a while.. so I thought HEY YEAH! I SHOULD DO THAT AND WORK ON MY CASTLE ! UPDATE okay .. updated.. then i wanted to put some armor to display but... shelfmod no longer working with new update OKAY NO BIG DEAL go get corresponding shelfmod.. download install.. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO still not working i just want to display stuff ffs! Frustration but too tired to be THAT frustrated just gave up.. and now I am here.

[Dark_Angel13]

MC and its mods etc can cause a lot of frustration, I'm currently going through the same stuff

[Kasoivc]

I'm sick of people telling me this or that, do this and you'll do well in life. You should become a pharmaceutical technician. If you don't meet this deadline you're fucked or shit out of luck. I am 3 days from turning nineteen. I am almost a full year beyond eighteen. I am a legal adult; I can do as I please. I no longer have to be spoonfed or have my hand held like I’m some kid. I suffered through my pre-teen years waiting to be an adult. It’s hard enough being a child who was more mature beyond his actual age, but to be limited from the adult world by being underaged. I work part time at a pizzeria and I have to take shit from everyone. “Why don’t you get a better job? I would love a better job, in terms of the work expected and compared to the pay. There’s nothing as “stress free” because somewhere in the job requirement, you will become stressed in order to make ends meet. I am in college, I have a tuition that costs $5,500 a year; which is paid through my FAFSA, and I borrowed another $5,500 in loans just to live comfortably through the next few years, Idgaf if I have to pay it back later. I’m tired of people always ranting on and on about “future” this, “future” that. Good for fucking you. I’m not you, you’re not me, stop shoving your ideas down my throat, and this isn’t a religion.

The latest thing from work is I have to now go bitch to my manager about how my friend, who utilized me as a reference to even get a job at my pizzeria, needs to be fired or be told he can’t leave until the end of his scheduled shift. As cold as it seems, I don’t give a shit if you have a stomach bug, your grandfather is diagnosed with cancer, or that you’re just not feeling “well”. I have my own issues that I need to worry about as well. My brother has a failing immune system, my mom and sister - both have cancer of some variant. I don’t have a father, I live in a simple home, and we’re scraping by to make ends meet. This is two fucking Sundays and a Friday Night that you have gotten out of working. Well, fuck you. I go into work with a bad knee, sprained wrist, and major migraines on occasion; I close the full 7-8 hour shift that I’m always scheduled, and go home and sleep like everyone else, I don’t bitch about it like a whiny girl. You? You can’t even go five minutes without crying about how your little “tummy” is upset. Well fuck you.

I hope he seriously does get fired, so I can laugh at him and tell him “I told you.” As well as “Now you cry wolf, when no one will help you.” The whole story behind him is he would promise to work for others on their important days such as college visits, dances, doctor appointments, night time classes, holiday shifts that were meant to be spent with family; he promises to cover their shift, takes their money, then gets aggressively forces someone else to work what he promised to do without compensating them. July 4^th, he took $20 from another friend of mine to work his closing shift; left as soon as he got their saying he “felt” sick. Kept the fucking $20. How much of a fucking anal bastard do you need to be to keep the $20 and not even apologize or return it? He’s no longer a friend of mine and my coworkers are slowly growing to hate his sorry ass. I regret letting him use me as a reference, he brought his stupid personality into my work place and it’s slowly driving me to want to quit.

I’m also a lonely soul. The only girl I’ve been talking to lives in Utah, while I live in a suburban city in Ohio. I wish I could go out and meet her but until I have the money and time, I can’t. Even though I haven’t physically met her, we talk to each other like we’re the only ones out there who have time to listen to one another. I’m still a little naïve and crazy, but I’m no longer bound by my childish chains. I'll get to meet her one day.

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Posted: 9/26/12 10:07pm EST

OMFG. Today was the worst day I've ever had since being a driver as of last February. I passed a Stop Sign intersection going down hill, and a stupid driver decides to hit his breaks at the bottom of the hill, BOTTOM, not after passing the first hump at the top of the hill, or after going back up the hill after reaching the bottom, but hits their breaks at the BOTTOM. WHO. THE. FUCK. Breaks at the bottom of a hill when your car needs all the momentum and gas it can get to go back up a hill? So me being me, following behind the normal 20-30 feet as called for when it rains, I ease into my breaks coming down so I wouldn't go head-on collision into their rear, I already knew it was too late.

I hydroplaned to the right and hit a rail guard. I'm fine, and the majority of my car is fine. Cracked my Passenger Headlight, pushed my Front Fender in 2cm , scuffed the clear coat straight off of it and a straight mark across my bumper and rear passenger fender.

OH, lets not forget how dangerous it was to have been driving on my tire to and from classes today. Unknowningly after the incident, I drove to school, stopped at a gas station after driving 20+ miles on the freeway, realizing something was wrong with my car as the steering wheel vibrated a bit more noticably. I had a pretty sturdy tree branch jammed inside my wheel, behind it and underneath my suspension. Little did I know, I also had a fairly large rock lodged within my caliper. I went to school, parked my car and came back to it to come home. I drove the same 20+ miles back home and took the safer route through more traffic to get home. Examined my tire, I had rocks and debris lodged within my tire lip, meaning my tire was not safely on the wheel; and upon further examination, found the rock lodged within my caliper. If I had sped up past 60mph on the freeway, it would be safe to say I would not be here right now as slowing down would've been much more dangerous.

I got lucky that I did not need to replace my tire or wheel, easily $400, the two by themselves (I have special tires and ordering one brand new tire with full tread would not have been ideal for the delicate balance of my car, for common sense you replace the tire + the opposite corner of it). Needless to say, most of my damage is primarily now residing only within the aesthetics and the headlight... I'm so fucking pissed. I just easily lost $120 of my Student Loans (which I am using to repair my car immediately) because of poor drivers. WHO STOPS AT THE BOTTOM OF A HILL ON A RAINY DAY, SERIOUSLY. ESPECIALLY ON A ROAD TRAVELED BY MANY DAILY... So much for a birthday, I've lost all motivation to do anything special tomorrow when I turn 19.

Edited September 27, 2012 by Kasoivc

[Alice]

Raawwwrrrr!!! Just felt like screaming. >.<

[† Emotional Outlet]

That sucks about your car, Kas. Maryland drivers are pretty terrible and it makes it difficult for me as a beginning driver to actually, you know, drive sanely. They do stuff like slow down when entering the freeway (for some reason--one person even told me they were taught to STOP at the on-ramps). This creates a circular problem because the people already on the freeway act like dicks to the people trying to merge since they're so used to other people being stupid People who try to merge properly then get screwed over.

They're also quite fond of rewriting traffic laws in their heads and getting upset when no one follows their mental traffic laws. Seeing as I had to take a driver's ed class and read their stupid manual and learn all their stupid laws, I know damn well for a fact that going over the speed limit for any reason is not legal in Maryland. That's the letter of the law. The spirit of the law, however, is why you see so many people going 70-80 MPH on the freeway without getting pulled over--that's just how fast traffic is going and any cop who tries to pull over an entire fleet of cars is in way over their head. I just wish people wouldn't sit there and try to convince me it's actually legal to speed.

Or you get these arguments over whether you HAVE to wear your seatbelt in Maryland. Again, I know these things because I was forced to know these things--if you're 16 and older and sitting in the back, you don't have to wear your seatbelt. HOWEVER, if your driver is under 18 on a provisional license, EVERYONE has to wear their seatbelts regardless of age and seating position. I just get frustrated when people won't just look things up to see what the real answer is, instead preferring to argue over whose memory is better.

[Pinkie Pie]

My motherfucking dad woke me up at six in the fucking morning to make me clean the living room when i went to bed officially maybe 20 minutes before that. And then later on my stepmom was in the middle of making breakfast and my neighbor came over to ask me to watch her kids since she's moving to another apartment in the same complex, which wasn't so bad, but any chance of actually doing anything with my dad while he's in town just got shot the fuck down because I was there for motherfucking hours and she's not even going to pay me until Wednesday. And to top off the bullshit sundae, my stepmom didn't even leave me any breakfast and one of the kids was definitely misbehaving because he kept attacking my brother and they were wrestling all over the motherfucking place even though I told them and told them more to knock their shit off.

and of course i accidentally fell asleep while i was watching cartoons with the kids and i became That Babysitter that the media motherfucking portrays all the time so yeah i'm motherfucking pressed and done. I just want to motherfucking sleep but I know I'll get yelled at if I take a nap because my dad is motherfucking anti-sleep in the most basic of ways and i just can't motherfucking do that. He's ALWAYS been like that and it just pisses me off so motherfucking much because he wakes me up early even when i'm motherfucking sick. He even did that when I was just a day out of the fucking hospital! I'm so motherfucking done with my parents but there's no way for me to leave without making things extremely hard on myself.

Edited October 13, 2012 by Loki

[† Shazi]

i can't, i just can't. there is no way i am going to pass my course this year. i'm already a month behind, 3 assessments i can't do and another 4 i just won't have the time to do amongst all the other crap i have to do. but what the fuck am i supposed to tell my family? sorry mum, i suck at everything and failed miserably? sorry dad, just another appointment's on top of all the other ones you've had from your family this year? i can't do that! i just can't. my family has held me in such high regard, i'm the smart one, i'm the one that going to go somewhere in life. i can't just turn around and say sorry guys I SUCK and can't finish a course....

[Dark_Angel13]

i can't, i just can't. there is no way i am going to pass my course this year. i'm already a month behind, 3 assessments i can't do and another 4 i just won't have the time to do amongst all the other crap i have to do. but what the fuck am i supposed to tell my family? sorry mum, i suck at everything and failed miserably? sorry dad, just another appointment's on top of all the other ones you've had from your family this year? i can't do that! i just can't. my family has held me in such high regard, i'm the smart one, i'm the one that going to go somewhere in life. i can't just turn around and say sorry guys I SUCK and can't finish a course....

When I did my courses they gave me time early the next year to complete what I hadn't, could you maybe do something like that?

[† Emotional Outlet]

I'm really kind of annoyed with my roommate and, more so, another friend of mine. Java and I waited this morning before going to Ikea because our roommate told us our friend was going to Ikea also, so I figured we could all go together--go in separate cars, pick up some lunch, and shop for furniture like adults and whatever. You know, generally hang out and experience that thing called "human interaction" because I rarely see my friends.

Instead our friend wibbled around and fussed about not being able to all go in the same car due to space constraints and I was just like

"We're gonna go on ahead."

It would have been so easy to just meet up there, but noooOOooOOOoo. I'm about ready to wash my hands of this person. Like he'll come talk to me about setting up sessions at the hospital, but when it comes to just hanging out, there's always a reason it doesn't happen.

[Dark_Angel13]

Sounds like they don't really wanna see you EO

[† Emotional Outlet]

Possibly. He's been dealing with depression for most of his life like me, so it's frustrating that he's acting this way. I don't want to be all douchy and write him off, but it's bad enough dealing with myself, haha. I need to be around positive influences and not people who complain about how much life sucks. I don't know if I can help him the way he needs to be helped.