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14 minutes ago, UnknownNinja said:

Sucks man! Hope you still find your phone! I don't even own one... Old school boi!

No phone??? How? I'd be so lost and I don't even have any friends to contact with it except for like 2xDI mean if I'm being serious it's more like 5-6 but they're all in a groupchat together except my best friend who doesn't use groupme

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I was just thinking, @DabDeity710 uses a lot of picture comments like I did in the past on other forums. On one forum it got me banned and got me warnings on others. I just got a message one day saying I got permanently banned because I was taxing the server too much and that this ban would maybe teach me to use words for once. I was like: "WTF!". But I got told by other mods that they host the pictures and they add up and it taxes the server and the costs get big. Don't know if it's true but why would they lie about it?

 

So, I stopped doing it. And I didn't even do it that bad.

 

10 minutes ago, DabDeity710 said:

No phone??? How?

 

Wouldn't know what to do with one. Recently lost all my friend because of my ex so I really have no use for one.

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I'm all about visual expression *snaps fingers like artsy fartsy junkie beatnik*

Comes from my love of cartoons with "feeling." I'm not talking manufactured family themes no no, I'm talking expressive animation. Your Bob Clampett, Tex Avery, Rod Scribner, Preston Blair, John K, Bob Camp, Nick Cross, Bob Jacques types. The guys that could convey more emotion with a single frame than most cartoonist could with an entire animation reel

9 minutes ago, UnknownNinja said:

Wouldn't know what to do with one. Recently lost all my friend because of my ex so I really have no use for one.

Damn that fucking sucks, that happen'd to my best friend multiple times

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3 minutes ago, DabDeity710 said:

Damn that fucking sucks, that happen'd to my best friend multiple times

 

Wish that was the only thing she did. That woman destroyed me. Told me she was asexual and didn't want sex with anyone and then found out she already had a boyfriend and was just using me as some sort of free therapist and attention boy for 2 years. I loved her like no other and it was all fake and she loved it! Told me at the end how I could be so stupid to believe a beautiful woman like her could love a handicapped pathetic man like me. I can tell you man, there are some monsters in this world.

 

And she told my friends that I was a dangerous man, psychotic and all that stuff, that I was stalking her and harassing her. All bullshit, but they believed every word and I lost every one of them.

 

In the end, I could have destroyed her as well with particular information I had about people from her past and present but the good guy I am, I just couldn't. I loved her like no other. She never loved me though. Even told me she never did. Even when she told me multiple times she did before. She just played me so well, saying my handicap wasn't a problem and she respected me for it. She knew just what to say.

 

There are monsters among us. She was one. How she dare did that to a man like me, is just sickening. I already have trust issues, PTSD from my past and she just played everything, being a psychology major. Manipulating, playing me like a damn puppet. And I can read people like books but she played me like a violin. She was the only person ever who I couldn't read and I felt comfortable with. Just like in True Blood how Sookie can't hear Bill's thoughts (not a spoiler, happens in the first episode in the beginning) and feels comfortable around him. I had that with her.

 

But the past is the past. A new scar has arisen I say. I do want to warn people, if you have online contact with women or men, people are never who they say they are. You have honest people like me and I have a feeling @DabDeity710 is also a very honest person but most are just not and act a role. Are who they want to be. Always be on guard, especially online but also in real life.

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31 minutes ago, UnknownNinja said:

 

Wish that was the only thing she did. That woman destroyed me. Told me she was asexual and didn't want sex with anyone and then found out she already had a boyfriend and was just using me as some sort of free therapist and attention boy for 2 years. I loved her like no other and it was all fake and she loved it! Told me at the end how I could be so stupid to believe a beautiful woman like her could love a handicapped pathetic man like me. I can tell you man, there are some monsters in this world.

 

And she told my friends that I was a dangerous man, psychotic and all that stuff, that I was stalking her and harassing her. All bullshit, but they believed every word and I lost every one of them.

 

In the end, I could have destroyed her as well with particular information I had about people from her past and present but the good guy I am, I just couldn't. I loved her like no other. She never loved me though. Even told me she never did. Even when she told me multiple times she did before. She just played me so well, saying my handicap wasn't a problem and she respected me for it. She knew just what to say.

 

There are monsters among us. She was one. How she dare did that to a man like me, is just sickening. I already have trust issues, PTSD from my past and she just played everything, being a psychology major. Manipulating, playing me like a damn puppet. And I can read people like books but she played me like a violin. She was the only person ever who I couldn't read and I felt comfortable with. Just like in True Blood how Sookie can't hear Bill's thoughts (not a spoiler, happens in the first episode in the beginning) and feels comfortable around him. I had that with her.

 

But the past is the past. A new scar has arisen I say. I do want to warn people, if you have online contact with women or men, people are never who they say they are. You have honest people like me and I have a feeling @DabDeity710 is also a very honest person but most are just not and act a role. Are who they want to be. Always be on guard, especially online but also in real life.

Damn dude that's rough. A girl kinda strung me along in 11th too. I had was in the process of dropping out and she was in my grade in my school so ik who she was. My friend who was fucking her at the time told me he was talking to her and she'd something to him along lines of "Yea I'd totally fuck *insert my name here*" so he gives me her number and we started talking. I fell for this girl immediately. I kind of expected to cuz she was the first girl I ever talked to like that but I had no fucking clue I'd like her so much I thought I'd like her just for giving me a shot but I really liked her as a person. Eventually cuz I'm so fucking shy she gets sick of waiting for me to take charge and like 2-3 weeks she starts texting me stuff like "I wanna fuck your brains out." This led to months and months of exchanging nudes and sexting. Problem is neither of us have a car or a license so we never met up so I was like just lmk when you're free and I'll come with my dad and pick you up and every time she said she was free she came up with a story and flaked on me. Over the summer she completely stopped responding, crushed my soul. I asked my friend who was originally fucking her to ask her wtf's up when he sees her in school so eventually she starts texting me again and it's more of the same. I should mention that she had a bf this whole time (not that she hid it it was well known by everyone she fucked while with him which is a WHOLE lot of people, at the time they were together for over 3 years so she was with him/endlessly cheating on him long before my friend was even fucking her. I didn't care, I was still head over heels for this girl. I convinced myself if the sex was good enough she'd fall in love with me. I literally planned to fuck this girl into my heart as silly as that sounds (something my friend already did unintentionally before hooking me up with her). Out of nowhere a few months in she stops texting me again. Never texted me again. Every time I told my friend to ask her wtf's up at school he'd she refuses to talk to him (which makes sense, she hated his guts at this point, he completely stopped talking to her altogether to moment he hooked her up with me acted like she didn't even exist they even had same period lunch and she ended up sitting by herself and she texted me how much that fucking pissed her off all the time). But fuck her for doing the exact same shit to me. I never even got to tell her how I felt about her over the little more than a year that went on for. I was way too scared cuz it was clear that it was only supposed to be casual sex throughout the whole thing and I was terrified of how she'd react. Shattered my fucking heart into a billion pieces. She probably doesn't even know it either she probably thinks she just caused a whole bunch of sexual frustration but what she did to me hurt way worse than that. Would you believe she had the nerve to text me months later asking if I had a weed connect? Idk if she got sick of me or bored of me and just lost interest or what but I know that at one point she did really want me. I would hang out with friends of hers after school (for them ofc, I was home all day at this point) who'd tell me shit like she walked up to me super excited and shit saying "*insert my name here* wants to fuck me!" and I'm sitting there hearing that thinking "she's genuinely that excited that I want her?" do you have any idea how flattering I found that shit? A kid like me who to this day still hasn't even been kissed hearing something like that. Just being wanted at all had me feeling the height of flattery but shit like that took it to another level for me. It's not like she intended to just fuck with me the whole time like the sinful succubus you described she was sending me legit nudes it's not like they were random pictures of nude women from the internet I did go to school with this girl before I dropped out ik damn well what she looked like. Idk why she did that to me man those where honestly the happiest days of my life goes to show how much I could use a woman in my life texting her during school hours and snapchatting her after school were by far THE best parts of my day they were probably the only thing I ever looked forward to in my whole life. Remember how I said I didn't pay nearly enough attention at the recording engineer school? The whole first semester I was sexting her in class throughout the entire duration of the class when I was supposed to be paying attention. Only girl I ever truly loved, fuck that girl.

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44 minutes ago, UnknownNinja said:

Told me at the end how I could be so stupid to believe a beautiful woman like her could love a handicapped pathetic man like me.

Ironically it's pathetic how insecure she had to have been to say something like that. She must've had this fucked up pre-conceived notion that "regular people" as she'd probably say are better than handicapped people and at some point thought of you being better than her driving her nuts and to be even more insecure than she already was. Handicapped people aren't lesser people, they just have certain unfair limitations placed on them. While I'd imagine it can prevent them from feeling like they're all that they could be it doesn't necessarily limit what they can accomplish. Look at Beethoven, he was still making music up to his original standards AFTER going deaf, even deaf he was a better composer than everyone who ever lived. He might have been less limited at some point in time, but despite these limitations he still exceeded the skill of everyone else in the field. The greatest electronic music of all time (Savant) has autism, but musically nobody can hold a fucking candle to this guy. Shit look at stephen hawking. Look at me, I'm able bodied and I haven't accomplished a fucking thing yet.

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I really think the girl you are describing was playing you for attention. Same type of girl I had the "pleasure" (bluuurrrgghhh) of dealing with. With a lot of women it's about attention. Knowing the guy wants it. It gives them energy and that's what they want. She played you and she loved it.

 

Man, I have talked with so many guys in my life and the story you just told me. I think I have heard it over 20 times. It sucks man. How dare they play with men like that? Some of these men even turn into stalkers, guess why? Or maybe even rapists. They start hating women, see them as objects.

 

In the past few years I have talked with a lot of women and men and a lot of the women have confessed to cheating to me. I know psychology pretty well and am incredibly against cheating so I talk about it and they just confess it and seem to be almost proud of it. They don't even feel sorry. The husbands or bf's of most of them don't even know. I felt horrible because with a lot of them, I knew their husband or bf and I couldn't tell them but felt I had too. I had one guy say he cheated on his gf and he said it was after a major fight and it was already done and dusted but they were still living together and he saw it as cheating but it really isn't because they broke up. And guys like to brag about sex so I don't understand any of this. The contrast seems a bit strange of why so many women confess to cheating and no men. Not in favor of women at all. Makes me scared of having a relationship to be honest. Funny thing is, women always call men cheaters...

 

Also had so many women contact me on a dating add who had boyfriends and were flirting with me and stuff. It was horrible. Nagging about their boyfriends and if I said something about their boyfriends I was a sad pathetic man who was manipulating a woman to cheat on their boyfriend. Man, I got so confused. It drove me nuts, I thought I was crazy. I called my mom over (pathetic, I know) and let her read the messages and she said: "This woman is a cheating whore son, why are you even talking to her?". I laughed so hard!

 

I should write a book about my online dating adventures. It would be such a weird book. People wouldn't believe it.

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6 minutes ago, UnknownNinja said:

In the past few years I have talked with a lot of women and men and a lot of the women have confessed to cheating to me. I know psychology pretty well and am incredibly against cheating so I talk about it and they just confess it and seem to be almost proud of it. They don't even feel sorry. The husbands or bf's of most of them don't even know. I felt horrible because with a lot of them, I knew their husband or bf and I couldn't tell them but felt I had too. I had one guy say he cheated on his gf and he said it was after a major fight and it was already done and dusted but they were still living together and he saw it as cheating but it really isn't because they broke up. And guys like to brag about sex so I don't understand any of this. The contrast seems a bit strange of why so many women confess to cheating and no men. Not in favor of women at all. Makes me scared of having a relationship to be honest. Funny thing is, women always call men cheaters...

 

Also had so many women contact me on a dating add who had boyfriends and were flirting with me and stuff. It was horrible. Nagging about their boyfriends and if I said something about their boyfriends I was a sad pathetic man who was manipulating a woman to cheat on their boyfriend. Man, I got so confused. It drove me nuts, I thought I was crazy. I called my mom over (pathetic, I know) and let her read the messages and she said: "This woman is a cheating whore son, why are you even talking to her?". I laughed so hard!

I find that most people cheat it's just that men talk about doing it way more and get caught as a result and women don't. Then again I come from a circle of hedonistic degenerates since I'm one of the "get high kids"

 

Idk if it was about attention, I think she just wanted to fuck everyone in sight and decided between me not going to her school anymore and neither of us driving it was too much effort considering how easy it is to get dick especially in high school. I was the attention whore out of us two, she treated me like I was a little too clingy and giving her too much attention if anything.

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10 minutes ago, ThePJzer said:

 

Didn't you hear? This kid is bringing water bottles back!

 

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Seriously though. Toilet Paper Roll + Tinfoil = Win :D

Damn bro in the classroom? The balls. I'll smoke or do drugs literally anywhere except within 100 feet of a school let alone in a fucking classroom. Actually that's true not I did tons of adderall in school but I wouldn't do anything else on school grounds I'm not that psycho

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