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Turn For the Worst [Poem]

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I don't remember when I wrote this, seems I didn't date it, but here's another poem from my teenage years.

 

Turn For the Worst

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What cause's everything to go wrong
I just cant seem to remember
to remember when things took a turn
a turn for the worst
What is it within me that makes me so angry
I can't even seem to do anything right
It just brings me back to reality
life isnt fair, life isnt always perfect
I find myself at a fork in the road
Will I make another mistake
take the wrong road once more
I dont think I could survive another failure
I begin to take a road but reconsider
I find myself answering my own questions
Every time I think I have everything just right
It all seems to come crashing down
What is wrong with me
is this some kind of curse
I am sick, I am tired.. of living in this eternal hell
The nightmares of doing another wrong
They just wont stop
I find myself at another dead end
another wrong turn
I have taken a turn for the worst once more.

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