[Poem] I Want to Hold You [Poem]

[Koby]

I don't remember when I wrote this, seems I didn't date it, but here's another poem from my teenage years.

 

I Want to Hold You

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I want to hold you
but when I come to
I realize its just a dream
how could I find you
when I cant even find myself
I'm lost, I'm blind, and yet I see
a thousand words come to mind
yet i don't have the courage
to say them
I wish I could
I want to hold you,
but how could I
I don't even exist
you don't know who I am
I am a loner
lost in loves sight
Your perfect
I'm just a hideous creature
I dream about you
while you dream about another
its hopeless we shall never meet
and yet i cry, I miss the one
I never met
I want to hold you
In my arms
but its just a dream
I'm lost in a fantasy
a fantasy I created
your not real
that's what makes you perfect
I'm just a geek,
floating down loves creek
I'm lost, and blind, and all alone.