[Poem] Eternal Hell [Poem]

[Koby]

I don't remember when I wrote this, seems I didn't date it, but here's another poem from my teenage years.

 

Eternal Hell

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Eh what the hell
it would seem I can never live a normal live
Everyone just keeps causing too much chaos
I wont be able to live much longer
Every time I think god is with me
They rip the thought right from my mind
to the point that I think that I'm a disgrace
I wish I wasn't here in this hell of all hells
I feel like one day I'm just gonna go off
explode, and release all that I hold
the anger, the sadness, everything
that they have caused me
I finally found someone who cared
Now I never will know if I will see that someone again
How can I ever forgive them...
I don't think I could give them another chance
I wouldn't be able to listen to another one of their lies
Sometimes I wish I could just grow up and be gone
Never wanting or having to look back
No regrets, it would be my happiest day of my life
I already gave up the idea, of there being a heaven
or even a god for that matter
If there was he should have killed me
put me outta my misery a long time ago
Cause I could never live a normal life
outside of this hell

[zephy669]

Has a sort of Miltonic flare to it: hell is in your mind and in your reality, how you perceive it. You definitely show that in this poem!