Thoughts which can't be shared [Story]

[Byakuya_Boy]

I posted this same story to another forum, it's actually my first story that has been published for people to see. I apologise if the format of writing is a bit too compact, I basically just copied this from my word document version of the story. I hope you guys will enjoy this story.

“I can’t believe it!!” shouted one of his friends as they were riding together in the car.

“Hah ha, dammit. We’re finally out of university. All those years of work finally bearing fruit after much patience”.

“I agree, I’m so relieved now that I’ve finally graduated.” “What if you were to die now… what if all those years of hard work were to go down for nothing”,

“I’d be damn pissed, I never worked so hard so that I can have God telling me ‘I gave you 9 years to enjoy your life but you never took advantage of it’ ”,

“9 years ? but your 22!” ,

“Don’t count the years of infancy and childhood, because you had no clue of what the hell you were doing” ,

“I see… you have a point there” ,

“Drop me of over here will you” ,

“Are you sure? I really have no problem in dropping you straight at home” ,

“No, I just feel like walking for some time” ,

“Ok then, See you at the graduation party tonight”, and with that he left Ayaka just by a pavement

“Sigh, I really do feel relieved now that I have passed university” he stared at the bus stop which he had to cross in order to get home. The truth is, walking helps Ayaka visualize and clear up his mind for a while. As he was so busy conjuring up thoughts about his plans for the future, he wasn’t paying enough attention to what was going on around him. Suddenly… Bang! A girl crashed into him and quite hard also, Ayaka was thrown off balance and fell onto the street, his misfortune was such that, at that very moment a car was speeding towards him “Is this really it? Is this how my life ends now… after all the studying, all the hard work, just when I thought that I was going to make it big… I just get thrown in front of some car to die a dog’s death. Shit! Shit! Shit!” The thought rushed through his mind. He tried to dodge the car by trying to manoeuver while falling, but to his dismay it all failed, and he was knocked unconscious. “ Oh my God! I hope he’s fine” all he could hear was the fading voices of chaos as his vision was extremely blurred out, he could see the girl who bumped into him and a doctor. Even though his vision was blurred he could make out that he was in a building, and not anymore on the streets, he could see the girl’s hands and the doctor’s clothes stained in red. He slowly felt his energy being drained and he shut his eyes.

“Is he going to be alright doctor?”, The doctor stared at the worried face of the girl

“Well, I’m no God let us only pray and hope that he survives this without any permanent effects, he has lost a lot of blood, even if he survives then there might be a chance that the damage done to his brain by the accident may cause memory loss, short term memory or in a worst case scenario… he might even go insane”. The girl became a bit distressed at the doctor’s response. She went near the window and stared at Ayaka lying on the hospital bed, she felt guilty at the fact that he ended up there. For the next few days she visited Ayaka regularly, eventually one day the doctor looked at her with a somewhat relieved look

“Good news! It seems that he survived, now we are just waiting for him to wake up”, the girl cheered up, she was happy at least that the mishap never caused any death. She went in the room and stood by Ayaka’s bed staring at him. Suddenly Ayaka opened his eyes, staring right into the girl’s face, she backed away a little. He rose up and kept on staring at the girl’s face. “What am I doing in a hospital, I thought I saw heaven” suddenly the doctor burst into the room.

” Hello young man, how are you feeling?”

“Well… I’ve definitely felt better before, this girl over here was almost going to be the cause of my death, but I’m not angry with her, because at least I’m still alive”

“Your memory is quite well intact, I see”

“Of course, what the hell could possibly be wrong with my memory , by the way umm… girl, I appreciate the fact that your happy with my wellbeing, most people would have just left me to die on the streets” the girl became even happier to see that the Ayaka’s memory was not damaged by the accident. The doctor also looked a lot more relieved to see Ayaka’s state.

” Well I want you to see me in my office before you are discharged, I’d like to discuss a few things with you” and with that he left the two in the room.

“You have my gratitude, even though we are strangers you took such care of me when I was unconscious, I doubt that my friends would have done that”.

“Wouldn’t anyone have, besides it seems like you don’t trust your friends much”

“You only think that people always help each other because your nature is such, I don’t want to lose someone like you as a friend, would you care to be a friend of mine”

“You talk as if you know a lot, very well I guess it couldn’t hurt to have a new friend”

“Great! Will you wait for me, while I have a word with doc”

“Sure, but be mindful of time”. Ayaka left the girl in the room and went to the doctor’s office. “Yo Doc”,

“I still never got your name”,

“It’s Ayaka” ,

“ Well Ayaka, are you feeling alright, do you maybe feel that you can’t respond to certain things quite well or maybe your memory might have been lost or something”

“I’m right here doc and as you can see I’m perfectly fine and my memory is still as perfect as it used to be, besides just because I damaged my brain doesn’t mean that I’m a retard or my memory is damaged” the doctor was baffled at Ayaka’s response

“I… I never mentioned that your brain was damaged neither did I say that you’re a retard”,

“C’mon doc you just told me that my brain was damaged and you called me a retard, besides I think that the damage might have done something to my eye sight as I can’t see people talk sometimes” ,

“I swear, I never told you that your brain was damaged”,

“Well whatever, I gotta go doc” and with that he left the doctor baffled in his office, the doctor was wondering how Ayaka could know that his brain was damaged when the doctor never mentioned that fact, it was almost as if Ayaka could read his mind...

Edited October 7, 2012 by Emotional Outlet