Jump to content

BushidoSkeleton

Crusaders +
  • Posts

    165
  • Joined

  • Last visited

Posts posted by BushidoSkeleton

  1. I was wondering what peoples opinion was on suicide.

    Sometime people deal with a lot of things that they cant handle and decide to end their own lives. Sometimes it is a well thought through choice they make, other times its a choice they make then and there when emotions are running high.

    I had a rough childhood (No father and an abusive mother) and a lot of the time during my teen years I wanted to do it just to escape the situation I was in and thought that I would be stuck in that lifestyle forever.

    After a lot of counciling and support from friends I was feeling a lot better.

    Then about a year later my girlfriend of three years robbed me taking all my money and running off with another guy. That night I drank wine glass full of poison and if my house mate didn't find me and call for help. I would have died that night.

    I started getting back on my feet and working hard to build myself a life.

    I got a new girlfriend and was with her for another three years, then she was raped and beaten by someone she trusted.

    When she told me what had happened I hunted the guy down and beat him within an inch of his life. I will never forget all the blood or the look on his face. He knew how helpless she must have felt.

    I was convicted of Reckless Cause of Grievous Bodily harm and served eight months in jail for what I did.

    Inside I met all sorts of evil men with hopeless existences on the outside world. Every night in my cell I would think about tying the blanket to the light fixture and hanging myself. It was really the worst place anyone can be.

    When I was released how much my life would be at a disadvantage now that I had a criminal record. I started to think about overdosing on sleeping pills and just ending it all.

    A couple of times I had the pills in my hand ready to go to a better place... but all I could see was my little sisters faces and thought about how much this would hurt them.

    I have decided that I'm going to make the most of life and I am now studying IT which I love and I have a great girlfriend.. I still get sad sometimes but I try to have the willpower to defeat it. I get my mind off it with video games.

    Argh... I've shared quite alot here.

    Anybody have any stories or opinions?

  2. Some one please tell me when did i say i hate gays!!!

    What your doing is being prejudice about people that are different then you.

    Its the same as being racist. I honestly think it has more to do with you being raised in Pakistan then it does with your personal opinion.

    Here I was thinking humanity has evolved past this...

    Example:

    If you met someone who made you feel like the luckiest guy on the planet to be in their presence and you fell in love. This person is a guy and now your bisexual or gay.

    How would you feel if people came up to you saying that the HATE you? Hate is a strong word, you dont even know these people.

    Love know no bounds. You cant control who you fall in love with. Maybe in your country its all arranged and such but most of the western world thinks THAT is wrong also.

    Have a good hard look at yourself then have a good think. Are you really going to advocate hate based on something that is out of their hands?

  3. Your a les .... Really!!

    ..... WOW this is so epic - somebody pinch me, this must be a dream!! Lesbians rock ... at least watching them does....LOL, but gays on the other hand are disturbing. Simply put its just wrong, and its un natural and i think its unethical aswell!

    BTW may i have yr cell number ....Lmaf :beauty:

    Pull your head in mate.

    Does it effect you in any way whatsoever?

    I think people should be free to what they want. They arnt hurting anyone by having one sexuality or another.

    Also Anubis, Lesbian means that they are not into guys. What makes your think she would give you her phone number. Acting like a creep wont get you laid with a straight girl...let alone one who is living pork-free.

  4. Linux is great. I once had to format my computer then realized I didnt have a Windows disc around do I loaded up Ubuntu.. I was using it for 3 months and loved it. I had to change back to Windows as my main OS because of school. But I still have it set up to duel boot.

  5. Koby,

    I want to put myself forward for the Tech job. Im a fully qualified Computer Hardware Technician and was doing the job for the last year.

    ATM Im studying a degree pathway which will leave me with Certificate and Diploma in Information Technology (Networking) and a Bach Degree in Information & Communication Technology.

    Im online quite a bit and Im super awesome. PM me if your interested.

    Edit: I was also a mod over at RuneHQ.com when I played Runescape (MANY MANY years ago, back before it went "3d" lmao.

×
×
  • Create New...
Please Sign In