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seirachan

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  1. Well both that But i meant it as in Rock Band you can just blow on the mic and You'll get good points
  2. http://www.bleachexile.com/ i only get bleach from here but i think the hell arc comes with chapter 428
  3. Next one is finished and colored!
  4. You should get your own, also laptops are TERRIBLE for gaming. In order to fix her computer it should be reformatted and everything wiped clean nothing saved. If it's so full of viruses saving anything might infect any other computers it goes unto. I bet she wont do that though so that thing really needs a GOOD a VERY GOOD virus scanner. I still have one sitting around I can host up somewhere
  5. My new keyboard and mouse wireless, cause i split water all over my old one and now it doesn't work >< But this was $30 off and it was still $60 lol but it's nice, got padding's for my hands. Now I just have to get used to it and stop hitting the wrong keys lol. Planing on getting nice speakers since i hook my my computer to my TV to watch movies(blu-ray player too), but the sound still plays through my crappy $20 speakers. Also planing on buying the new Donkey Kong game for the wii. But they were sold out at walmart.
  6. Great work! I'm sure you could have fit in more. I imagined Kira(I for some reason can't remember his name right now) on the roof top in the opening. Most anime's have textless openings
  7. I don't really consider myself an atheist. I prefer not having a name but it's not that important. But also when I was about 8 my father preformed a ritual on me so that I would be reborn(I don't mean a campfire of something ridicules just held a bible and said the words) So if that religion does exist I'll be reborn. But I find it a little odd that he believed in reincarnation when he is a Christan. I did read your post but it's all confusing after 8 hours of hard work
  8. didn't notice this http://manga.bleachexile.com/bleach-chapter-442.html kind of a piss off that the esparta are back. Going to hell meant that in their life they were bad people but esparta are hundreds of hollows that formed together. I'd think the souls would separate or something.
  9. Not really. I have never believed in a hell my theory of it is, it is used to fear you into being good. I'll be good on my own terms. There are so many religions the fact that I've never cared since birth is why it's not for me. I meant the ten commandments, I don't follow such things because God told everybody too. I do simply what I believe is right. I didn't say it's a school, I had to go to a religious youth group for many years just because my dad said so(he is not a good person). After i found out I had a choice in my religion I left. The group leader was mad at me about it trying to shove it down my throat. If this world spun around making me have to be in a certain religion. Then this is not a world I want to be in. If because I choose to walk my own path in my own Independence I was condemned to hell then i would have preferred not existing at all. My existence was a mistake to begin with. Believe in the world you want to and I'll believe in the world I want to.
  10. seirachan

    Comics!

    I was thinking about doing comics. Maybe weekly but atm I'm too tired to fix this one up, take a look. I'll continue to post comics in this thread if i get reply's. You guys can volunteer to be in the comics and give idea's It would be nice to replace Mr. Green Hair since I just randomly made him up. LEFT TO RIGHT First: (Too Big to IMG) http://th00.deviantart.net/fs70/PRE/i/2010/331/8/3/girl_gamer_by_sanzolover-d33rdar.jpg #2
  11. Well I don't have a religion. But I'm not Atheist either. All my life I was put a book called the bible in front of my face. But I never once believed it or even much cared. I had thought it was just something I had to do in life just like school until I figured out later in my life that It was called a religion and I had a choice. So i broke all ties with it and just didn't care. I don't know if an afterlife is out there but I'm not so scared of death to keep praying to something i don't know if it existed/exists. We are all going to die. I will find out the truth then. It doesn't matter to me while I'm alive. There may be a heaven and there may be eternal darkness. What ever it is I'll find /out someday. I don't believe I should have to "win" my way into a heaven. I try to be a good person for everyone else. Not for "God". I wont lie my whole life and be someone I'm not to try and get into heaven. I am who I am and nothings going to change that. As far as I know an Atheist believes in nothing. I don't believe in nothing I just don't care. What ever happens at the end of this road will happen. There is nothing I can do to change that. If anything I simply don't believe I have to win my way into heaven if there is one. A true heaven to me is to relive life and do it right. Just wish my body could be persevered and my brain unharmed in chase it would help me dream forever.
  12. try the web explorer Firefox www.firefox.com It blocks pop ups and is very useful. Safes your tabs if you tell it too or by default if you close it. We'll just see if that's any of the problem if it doesn't work on firefox then someone else who knows more will tell ya I believe I have windows 7 64-bit so that alone shouldn't be the problem, however I'm not updated to the latest patch
  13. I have a request to edit one of my older amv's I might enter it in if I get it done, Id need some RAW Bleach episodes first but I still got a few more days of work. bleh
  14. Try watching it in 1080p blueray or 3D, wish i saw it in 3D But i watched the new Harry Potter movie and it wasn't bad, a lot better then the last Harry Potter movie i watched, dunno what number but it was so boring.
  15. Felt really short and not wroth the wait. Ghost Repel woot.
  16. It wasn't about the color I forgot It's white as well that was my mistake. cod black ops on the Wii... I saw some pictures on gamefaqs after seeing it on the computer and OH GOD were the graphics terrible on the wii. Just puke everywhere. I'm probably gonna pick up the new Donkey Kong though. and with genres I have no idea. My likes and dislikes go all over the place
  17. Because the controls oh the normal Wii controller are TERRIBLE and totally unresponsive. You'll be trying to do one thing and do something completely different. Bad when fighting huge monster bosses Oh i meant black as in the controller that looks like a gamecube one, right they come in white
  18. The last episode of Ghost In The Shell, with someone dear to me : D
  19. the other Guitar Hero was good >> just couldn't get passed the second difficulty ever. My hands are smaller then any girls out there. I have proven this. My brother owns Dragon Quest. But I'll look up the others when I got time. Monster Hunter Tri is great But get a black game controller or don't bother with it at all. People I know really didn't like Switch Axes and said they ruined Mace's but they overall liked it
  20. Been working on this for 5 days FINALITY done ---------------- If something that was always there but you never saw, just disappeared, Would You Notice? If something came before you Different, yet the same, Would You Notice? Could you put two and two together? Or would it never occur to you? This starts off with a girl. Who came from no where. Before a boy. Just sitting in a school cafeteria playing his Nintendo DS as he did every lunch period. The girl walked in front of him leaning over, as if she was purposely casting her shadow over his game screen. The boy looked up at her to see the girls short blond hair drape over the sides of her face as her brown eyes laid fixed on his screen. The boy was a bit irritated from his lighting being blocked. He gave her a frown as his brown bangs fell to the left side of his face. Green eyes glared at her as he spoke, "h-hey". She seemed to take it in and sat down on the bench beside him still watching the screen. He obliviously wasn't so comfortable with some stranger sitting beside him, moving away from her trying to focus on his game. She stated, "Pokemon Silver? Looks like your on the 4th gym". He snorted, "How do you know I'm on my forth"? She mellowly stated, "I saw your badges when you opened your menu". She leaned back and sighed, "Playing old games is pretty fun though, some of the originals are better then the new versions". His sourness towards her faded away as a connection was made. He nodded, "Yeah, games suck these days". She spouted, "Hey I didn't say all of them suck! Some are still good, how about Dragon Age"? He blinked in surprise, "Well I never played that one, sorry". He paused for a second, "hey whats your name anyways"? She blinked caught off guard by the question, "Oh it's, Tajya, Whats yours?". He closed his DS speaking, "Tajya huh? mines Darren". The school bells rang to indicate that Lunch was over. The two of them went to there classes. Only to see each other again and again each lunch period. A growing friendship that has lasted for a month. They often talked about games and walked around the school. Today they met on different terms. In the middle of class period they happened to cross paths from a bathroom break. Tajya excitedly stops, "oh hey Darren, whats up?". Darren replied, "Oh nothing much just stupid English class". She laughs, "Yeah I got math, just a bunch of boring numbers I'll never need to know". Darren grins, "Ya know what, maybe we should skip class". Tajya returns the grin, "Hey that's not a bad idea, where do you wanna go?". Darren says, "Well follow me" walking forward. They sit together behind an unused portable figuring no one will find them there. The wind blows as Tajya holds her blue jean skirt that ruffles down just before her knees. Her white tight shirt bares a Logo in pink across the front saying, "Cute and Stylish" as it drapes down to show much cleavage. Her shoes are simple white saddles. Darren folds his arms over his knees. He clearly doesn't care for style with his plain black shirt and his baggy blue jeans. But his green eyes gaze off as his hair is blown by the spring breeze. Darren speaks, "You know we've been talking about games so much, but you've never told me about yourself". Tajya blinks from the unexpected question, "Well what do you wanna know"? Darren says, "Not sure, how about your family? You got any brothers or sisters". Tajya answers, "well not really-". A lady yells out, "Hey you two-"! At a glance they realize she is a supervisor. Tajya grasps Darren's hand and runs for it. They make it into the school building. She takes him into the washroom. Darren's eyes widen when he sees the girls sign. But he lets her drag him anyways. They catch their breath inside a cramped bathroom stall. Darren gasps, "This is the girls washroom"! Tajya laughs, "so? no ones here, It's just us". The air grows strained between them knowing they are alone. Tajya backs up against the stall wall as she feels her leg being touched. They are no longer seeing each other with their eyes, but with their lips as they come closer together. Lips locked together as Darren feels further up her leg into her skirt. Just as quickly as they came together they separated. Tajya covered her face sliding down the stall wall. She had looked like she was about to cry. Darren asked, "are-are you alright, I-I'm sorry". He clearly felt guilty looking at his hand that touched her like that. Tajya dashes out the stall yelling, "I-I can't"! Only to fall over, face first onto the tiled floor. Darren quickly comes to her aid, "Tajya! are you okay"!? Tajya rolled onto her side holding her knee, "it hurts"! It was easy to tell by her face that she was in a lot of pain. Darren saw her shirt was rolled up a bit. He had caught eye of something so he reached for her shirt and moved it up just a bit. Only to see a big bruise across her side. She looked up at him in pain and sorrow. Darren picked her up and in time he was in the hospital waiting room. He felt like he had been waiting days. Going over everything that had happened. Wondering if shes okay and if, it was a mistake to kiss her. Finally a nurse came telling him it's alright to see her. As he walked through the door his heart ached seeing her hooked up to machine laying in a hospital bed. The nurse slowly closed the door behind him. It was only the two of them. In a silent room. Darren slowly walked to her bed and sat down in the chair. Tajya looked up at him almost ready to cry. Darren's lips barely opened, "Tajya, I- are your okay? I'm so sorry". Tajya looks at him. Her lips move regretfully in a weak sick voice, "Darren, there's something I need to tell you". Darren hastefully says, "What? what is it? please tell me". Tajya looks away, "I had known about my sickness before we met, I didn't want you to find out" She stops to catch her breath, "and I didn't want to hurt you, But I- I'm going to die". Darren's eyes widen as a tear flows down. Tajya continues, "I have Leukemia, it's cancer of the blood and I was just so unlucky that nothing works". Darren holds his face starting to cry, "T-then why did you meet me? and why didn't you tell me at all this past month?". Tajya regretfully states, "Because I was selfish, I wanted a friend and then when my sickness was too much I was going to disappear". Darren picks up her hand holding it with both of his against his head as tears flow down. He confesses, "Tayja, I-I love you, this past month with you has been the best time of my life, please tell me how you feel about me". He holds her hand tighter waiting on an answer in this sorrowful moment. Tajya says, "I can't lie, I share the same feelings, it's too late to take back everything we've done". She takes her breath, "and you now know my sickness". Darren says, "Then please let me love you till the end" looking her in the eye with tears dripping down his face. Tajya looks into his eyes, "Are you sure you want to? I don't have much time left, a month if that". Darren holds her hand even tighter, "Yes, I want to give you a happy ending, let me show you what love is". In his tearful eyes there was now strong determination. Tajya weakly speaks, "Alright, just promise me that when I die, You'll live on and smile just for me, Please". Darren nods, "Yes, I promise I will smile for you". He kisses the back of her hand as if he were sealing his promise. By night Tajya was relieved from the hospital. Darren held her hand at her Apartment doorstep. Tajya looked over to him, "You can come in". Darren nods as they walk inside. She flipped the light switch relieving the house. It was a simple small one bedroom apartment. The living room had a black leather love seat with a lavender lamp on a small table beside it. Across from it was a LCD TV on a black glass TV stand with an Xbox 360 hooked up beside it. The flooring was a simple gray rug. The kitchen was pretty small, It just had everything it needed. Darren takes off his shoes and asks, "Do you have any parents?". Tajya shakes her head, "No, my mother died some time ago". She puts away her shoes, "and I never knew my father". Darren sorrowfully states, "You must live a hard life". Tajya nods, "I was working at a restaurant to pay the bills and going to school, until just awhile ago when I had already gotten enough money to get through this last month". He asks, "Why go to school? knowing your time is almost up?". She answers, "Its better then just staying at home by myself with nothing to do". He agrees, "True" rubbing the back of his neck. Tajya sits on the love seat waving her hand on the empty side ushering him to sit with her. Darren sits beside her. They are alone now. The air between them hardens, so close. Darren lifts his hand and feels down the side of her face. Their lips move closer into a kiss. He looks at her and asks worryingly, "Why is your arm all bruised?" as he feels down the bruise with his hand. Tajya states, "It's because of my Leukemia, I bruise very easily, remember when I fell earlier?". Darren whispers in her ear, "I guess I'm just gonna have to be gentle". He slowly pushes her on the love seat kissing down her neck and at the same time feeling up her skirt. She asks him, "Are you sure you wanna do this?" holding onto his shoulders. He said, "Yes" sealing it with a kiss. They woke up in her bed Wednesday morning. Looking at one another. Darren hugs her close to his heart and says happily, "Good morning". Tajya smiles, "You know what time it is? skipper". Darren kisses her on the forehead and says, "Well id rather spend time with you". She laughs, "I'll let you get away with it today, but you'd better get homework if your going to be spending time with me, I at lest have an excuse". Darren jokes, "Yes mom". Tajya giggles in his arms. Three weeks passed as they were happily together. They would play games and just have fun. But sometimes she would have her bad days. Where she couldn't get out of bed. Time was running out. Darren took her to his house today. His mother was gone for the night at work. The house was messy and unorganized. Some cloths hang down from the plain brown couch they sat on. With only a box TV and games scattered in piles around it. Tajya asked, "Hey Darren, do you have any family besides your mother?". Darren answered, "Yeah, My older brother moved out years ago, comes and visits sometimes" hooking up the game system. Tajya asks, "Whats it like having a sibling?". Darren's heart ached realizing the importance of this question. This was something she will never experience. He said, "Well, I guess it's troublesome" He smiles, "We used to beat each other up a lot and make everything a competition". Tajya says, "Yet your smiling, was it really so troublesome?". Darren grins, "Well maybe a fun kind of trouble". She put her hand on her heart and said, "I think I understand". Darren stands up, "Well games up, you ready to play?". He turns around, "Tajya?". She was bleeding from her nose, holding her chest tightly. He rushed towards her, "Tajya! are you okay!?". She weakly spoke, "It'll pass, just wait". Darren held her weak body in his chest, praying in his mind she'll be alright. She held onto his chest tightly. In time the bleeding stopped but she was still in immense pain. Tajya said, "Darren, I-It still hurts". Darren hastily said, "We've gotta get you to the hospital"! Tajya put her hand on his. Just has he turns his head towards her she gives him a kiss, as if it were the last kiss they were ever have. She uttered the words, "I love you Darren". He grasps her hand and says, "I love you too Tajya". She was rushed to the hospital with Darren holding her hand all the way. Once again Darren stands in the same waiting room. Wondering and going over everything. Sitting down and getting up once in awhile, impatient. Finally a nurse comes around the corner. Darren waits to hear the news and hopes to death she isn't gone. To his surprise the nurse tells him it's okay to see her. Once again he sees Tajya hooked up to a machine as the door closes behind him. Alone again. That same feeling just like he was reliving the past. He walks up to her bed and sits in the chair beside it. He says, "Are you going to be alright?". Tajya looks him in the eye, "Not this time" A shock to the heart. Something they both knew was going to happen sometime. Is now coming true. Darren gently grasps her hand with both of his. This time there are no tears. There is too much for tears as he sets his head on her hand. He speaks, "I love you Tajya". She reply's, "I love you too". He kisses her hand, sealing fate. One month later. He kept his promise, hes still around. Living on and smiling, just for her. He was moving the TV stand when he found something. A wallet. He simply assumed someone had lost it opening it up to see who's it was. Much to his surprise, it was Tajya's. But underneath her ID another card was sticking out. He pulled it out, only to see a ID of someone else he knew very well. It was a girl with plain brown hair and brown eyes. Putting these two pictures side by side he saw a huge resemblance. A piece of paper hand fallen out of the wallet when he pulled the card. He picked it up to find that It was a note addressed to him. "If something that was always there but you never saw, just disappeared, Would You Notice? If something came before you Different, yet the same, Would You Notice? Could you put two and two together? Or would it never occur to you? Yes that plain girl in that picture is me. I'm sorry I lied to you this whole time. When I found out I had cancer I wanted a second chance. A second chance at having a friend but we turned into much more then that. I really did love you this whole time, Thank you so much for the life you gave me. I'm so sorry if this upsets you. If it does please discard it and remember me as Tajya. Leaving this here for you may even be so pointless but I want you to know the truth. I didn't tell you while I was alive because If you had hated me because of it then you would have been forced to love me until I died. Please live a happy life even if it's not for me." Darren smiled, accepting the note. He spoke, "Thank you, for being honest with me in the end, I will always love you".
  21. oh god Resident Evil 4 is not my kind of game lol. Can't play horrors at all. Don't much care for The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess, I tried it when it came out but I really didn't like it so I don't think I'll like Tales of Symphonia Dawn of the New World or Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles Echoes of Time but maybe Mario Kart Wii, i would need friends though >>. But I'm looking at getting a collection anyways. I also gotta remember my brother has some games so they will be pointless to buy Isn't Just Dance where you need that pad? or is that something else. I cannot dance
  22. I thought this was locked? well anyways child porn is just bad all around. Their bodies aren't even developed for this kind of thing and they are forced into it. I had seen it once when a perverted man, who was after me showed it to me, ugg that poor little girl. She was forced into it. This comes simply from the sick perverted minds of some adults. Sometimes they just want someone who has no idea what sex is. Sometimes they are sickly addicted to their tiny body's. ect. ect. It's terrible and it messes these children up for life
  23. I wanna get a collection of decent Wii games. So far I have Monster Hunter Tri, Super Mario Galaxy 2 and Super Smash Bros Brawl. I have been recommenced Okami so far
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