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seirachan

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  1. on DA? your not supposed to. Some people get 1k comments a day so it would really be a pain. Just log in and it will show your messages at the top.
  2. I was very thankful when my half sister gave me some razers. The cheap 1 blade ones but it was good to take anything. I had been dealing with armpit hair for over a year. Wasn't proud of it. Really should have asked my dad or mom to buy me some but I pictured myself as alone. To me They were nothing. I never expected them to get me anything, besides pads. But it took my dad 3 months to buy me chap stick. While all around my lips were red, very very red. It sucked. He was a very cheap guy. But it was nice to finally shave and wear short shelved shirts
  3. No idea just hoping to be with my boyfriend. If I'm not I wont do anything. But I do remember in 2000 once the countdown hit all the lights turned out in the house then we found that it was my brother david. Nobody noticed he was missing from the room.
  4. I'm not much into reading, I have 3 books of some D&D thing I bought a year ago but I still haven't read. But when I haven't drawn in a long time. My sketch book for over two years now is only half way done when I used to fill them like mad when I was in school. Sometimes I think I'm worse at drawing now then I was a few years ago. There's a lot that doesn't inspire me anymore. Knowing I gotta work in an hour doesn't help.
  5. Utada Hikaru - This One (Crying Like a Child) ahh love her voice
  6. seirachan

    Bleach

    Bleach is very confusing in this way. He is still using his living body so hes not really dead. Uruhara probably warded his body or something so that it wouldn't die. You could still take it as him dead though but he can still live out his life inside that body. But he is also half death god, so that is a life in it's own. so hes not dead, but if he dies because hes already half death god he wouldn't turn into a soul i believe and yes dead people can have dead people babies, I have no idea why.
  7. oh the taxed through me right off, thought she was talking about taxing something in a store lol. I've never shoplifted, It's gotta be pretty hard with all the sensors these days.
  8. what? I have no idea what this taxing/looting thing is.
  9. I wrote about a weird dream I had -------------------- They cloud the sky's once more. I can see the anonymous dark brown cover over the beautiful sunset. I am very late. I need to know if your alright tonight. I run out of the building hoping to make it to you in time. A man calls out to me. What is someone doing out here now? It's dangerous! He comes closer and speaks in a mysterious voice, "There you are my beautiful". He holds up my chin making us look eye to eye. He is so handsome. Perfect blue eyes, and medium length blonde hair. But this aura wasn't right, something so evil was so close I was breathing it in. He continues, "I can give you anything you want, beauty unimaginable, pleasure beyond this world, anything you desire my love, let me show you". He flicks his fingers. Everything around us has changed. I look around to see my surroundings. It is so beautiful, The grass is a perfect blend of green with so many colorful flowers all throughout it. There is a small round pond with such clear spring water I can see the bottom. Inside of it is a pure white rectangle stone, big enough to be a bed. He jesters me to follow. We stop in front of the pound. He sets me on the stone, I feel the water touch me with such a relaxing feeling. He feels up my body, Up my leg, down my chest. He leans in for a kiss gazing into my eyes. "NO!" I scream. I try to push him off of me. He pushes me down with all his force. The kind-like face he once had was now angry. He's hurting me. I start to cry in fear. I keep struggling. I have to get free! He's waiting for me! I manage to slip out of his hands and run for it. The beautiful place I was in fades away as I return to the dark street I was in before. I keep running, crying, scared. Please don't follow me! I make it into the building I was in before. I run into a room and hide inside of the closet. I hold my mouth trying so hard not to make noise. I manage to calm myself down a bit. But the door opens. Each step was like knifes craving into my chest. I was so scared. The foot steps stop. I can see him through the cracks. I accidentally let out a little whimper. OH NO NO NO NO NO! The door between me and him opens. Those eyes, those evil eyes. "Did you think you could hide from me?".
  10. nope its in kamloops, not at all where i live. only place i can order games is cd plus and for some reason they can't order 90% of them, not Okami or Mass Effect.
  11. Doesn't look like I can use paypal on Amazon or at lest the one and only Mass Effect game in there from a company itself and all the listed used ones
  12. That's gay lol. It was me who bid the $10, I only have 30 in paypal right now so I'm not gonna bother if someone outbids me. I still need to get Okami probably just gonna buy it out. Mass Effect is for my brother. He canceled my bid because it was fishy cause I have 0 feedback but I can't send him message saying I'm new to ebay.
  13. Well I bid on it... cross my fingers lol
  14. This year I'm just giving my mother and brother a present and getting some back. Tradition ended when my parents separated. This is gonna be my first Christmas with my mother in a long time. I can't remember the last time. All I know is there will be no tree and a day off of work.
  15. Ask a question about the person below you(who you don't know yet) While answering the last one. Simple game I just thought up of hopefully no ones done it yet >> What is the condiments in your perfect sandwich?(simply because I am eating one)
  16. WRONG! next is Talena Mae : D
  17. yeah I'm not gonna enter lol, was doing things on my days off now I got other things to do, good luck guys!
  18. Yeah I have no idea. Apparently It's safe blah blah blah. I want to buy my brother Mass Effect for Xbox 360, I have Paypal just dunno what to do if i buyout/win the bid. Wanted to get this one but it's gone in 20 hours http://cgi.ebay.ca/Mass-Effect-Not-Platinum-Hits-/150525278638?pt=Video_Games_Games&hash=item230c0179ae
  19. seirachan

    Pets

    I have 5 Betta Fish atm one died. 3 males 2 females. My fish are funny when others tap their tanks, some of them will flare their gills or zoom across the tank. But when they see me they get excited like they are asking for food. I really want one kitty though I've never been able to keep one for it's whole life. Maraduan was my last Kitty and my mother gave her away without my permission cause I moved. She was an interesting little Siamese. She was prefect. Always fell to sleep on my lap and attacked my feet under my bed in the morning. When I moved she peed in the middle of my bed pissed off at me cause she loved me. Then CP and his girlfriend took her, never cleaned her litter box and just didn't care for her properly. My ex boyfriend wouldn't let me bring her with me when I moved in with him. But yet 2 years later he was saying it was all great and grand to have a cat while his sister got one saying we could both own it. It was stupid. Maraduan: Moss:
  20. Who ever said I was blaming all the men, I did when I was 12 but I've learned over time not all men are bad. People have already related in the topic that it happens to guys too and i agree
  21. Unless they shoot you for your deathnote. Anyways I'd just give it back to the Death God. I doubt he/she would wanna stick around till the time in my life when I need it. Don't really want that thing watching me shower, and everything I do. But when I need it I'd probably need the eyes too and then Id never be able to go to heaven or hell if they exist and my life would be halved. Sucks for me but I'd try to save someone else's life if i could. So I couldn't use it unless it was given to me in a moment of need to save someone.
  22. Sheesh she cheated on you and shes mad? sounds like a bitch. Good for you throwing that back in her face. I'm normally not fast enough too.
  23. got any story's to tell? These things are pretty interesting to know. But you don't have to share if you don't want too. Some bring you to tears, some bring stupid laughter ect. ect. People say first comes Denial, then Anger then Acceptance. May not be for all chases depending on the circumstances. I've only had 2 serious relationships not counting the one I'm in now. I'll start off one by one. My first relationship was DJ non serious. It was a funny learning experience. It hurt then when it ended but since I never slept with him I can look past it and if i ever met him again we could still be friends. He wasn't that bad just a normal stupid weed smoker in high school. Broke up with me saying he never liked me to begin with. My second relationship was Joe, Nothing happened for two weeks. I broke up with him for someone else, the guy was creppy that lasted 2 seconds till he asked me to dance naked for him... Then i got back with Joe. Then he broke up with me lying that he tried to kill himself and my Ex was being a part of it. He turned out to be a real jerk. But I'll deny to death that I kissed him months later only to be shot down as he dated my friend. I honestly didn't care after the kiss but my friend kept trying to tell me to get over it when I already was. They didn't last long together. My third was my worst. I was a stupid Naive little girl. All the things I've lost to someone who didn't deserve me. At first he seemed like a nice guy and my smile would never fade. But two weeks later he slept with me and from that point on.. It Was Hell. He treated me like crap and at every moment proved me wrong of everything I thought he was. I moved in with him 2 months later figuring my life was already over because he took my cherry. But he took more then that. He forced me to get a job. I had once called the money i earned my own he yelled at me and said, "NO IT"S OUR MONEY!". He had no job, all he did was sit on his ass and play warcraft. As time flew buy it got worse and worse. He made me get a shared bank account and spent my money on anything he wanted. He was even taking $100 saying it was for his grandparents But I doubt he gave them anything. He had lied to me a lot about things, even said him and his friend were gonna go on a date with some girls cause she wouldn't date his friend if he didn't go then said it was a joke. But lets skip a few other things basically I was being treated like crap. Went on for two years and ended up hitting me. His other friend found an interest in me. Made out with me in his car. He took me home and ya know. My heart was just reaching out to anyone who wanted to give me something, It was a mistake I was in a weak state. For 3 days I was alone with my boyfriend. I told him that I'm leaving him. After all the times he told me to leave and hit me he started crying. I had no sympathy for someone like that. He asked me if i cheated on him. I didn't answer. He begged me and begged me. I didn't say anything and somehow I ended up staying, Somehow I was still with him. I didn't want to be. He found that man I had cheated on him with. Punched him and gave him a bloody nose. I had to watch and cry. Because I Caused This. For two weeks, I caused this. I had to go. No excuse. So I did, he cried again. I remembered when he hurt me. I just left. But the stupidest thing I did was phone the other guy. I ended up living with him. My now ex had taken $700 out of my bank account. I came back for my things because he had boxed them. 99% of my things weren't there. Anything of value was not there. My two computers, My Xbox 360 with all it's games, My DS with all my games, The Wii games I bought ect. I was too weak hearted to barge in there and take my things. Tell his grandparents he's been lying all this time and hasn't had a job, just leching off of me. I was too weak and I'll always regret it. So I was living with the other guy. I didn't belong there but i stuck with it. He wasn't very good. Just a hentai addict who's obsession was sex. He didn't really love me, those words were tainted by his voice. I knew he never once stood up for me when my ex was making fun of me to everyone. "love" was nowhere to be found. We had moved out half a year later. I looked up an old friend from the life my ex had torn me from. He lived just down the street from me. My BF was mad. He talked with my friend because he thought I was cheating on him but I wasn't. It was never enough. This lasted 3 months. My friend had enough. I asked for too much of him. I was still recovering from everything. I didn't have a single friend for 3 years. I was too upfront, but with the help of my now boyfriend I made it through. I left my friend alone. My bf kept getting mad at everything and was kicking me out of the house. Once he slept with me, said we shouldn't be together. Not paying attention to the fact that I didn't cheat on him and called the cops on me. I was stuck at my brothers disgusting house with 6 cats, the house stank really bad while everything was dirty, the walls, everything. I slept on the couch going to school and work. I was so sick I could barely walk from so much lack of sleep doing everything I could. I had even came back and gave him a good birthday only to get kicked out again. Then weeks later he came to my school with Flowers and a love letter begging me to come back. I said No. He told me wanted to Marry me, I said No. I got mad at him for a bunch of clothes going missing after I moved out being my favorite clothes. Being with how sick he was he probably kept them and wanked off with them. Months later he tried to sue me over the house because I didn't pay rent and he didn't have a job. I explained I was kicked out and wasn't of age to own the house. He had also sent me a text message that made zero sense. I sent him one saying, "?". So he replied saying that was meant for his new girlfriend(90% of it not making sense mind you I had to ask my brothers gf what it said). So I replied, "I Hope you and your boyfriend are happy together" cause obliviously it's bullshit to try and get me. So even after one year every time he sees me he gets mad like a child, everything was his fault he could have been with me but he was too much of a child. Last time I was in walmart he stalked me looking at purses. But I was out quick enough thankfully. GOD that took forever
  24. *ahem* http://www.megavideo.com/?v=5RGBPRTZ But I don't wanna enter this one lol
  25. my AWESOME computer cost over $1,000 btw bought all the parts here http://www.ncix.com/ would me more for the US though
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